emira's mumble:

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Wednesday, December 29

kerana kau....

kerana kalian...
aku terpaksa belajar menjadi matang sebelum usia..
aku terpaksa belajar menyelesaikan masalah segala...

kerana kalian...
aku terpaksa belajar jadi yang tua...
aku terpaksa belajar menjaga...

kerana kalian...
aku terpaksa berfikir sebelum berbicara...
aku terpaksa telan apa yang dirahsia...

kerana kalian..
aku tidak dapat dimanja..
hanya tahu memanja..

tapi...

kerana kalian...
ianya tidak apa....
aku rela korban apa sahaja..
untuk lihat kalian berbahagia....

18 comments:

Ahmad Muzaffar =) said...

peeeeewit!!!! puitis siot!!!

Emira Darmia said...

yg ni baru true story...hahahaha..

cyrusdavirus said...

der.. balak ko dirampas orang ker?

Ahmad Muzaffar =) said...

dah tukar profile pic la siottt...wow wow...budak2 hot jugak la nie upenye...tapi puitis...hahahaha... ^_^

Emira Darmia said...

cyrus : owh...tidak...tp dia x grow up...same as my big bro and older sisters..they dont seem to know when they should grow up..i need to be there for em to tell em what to do...an yet..i'm way much younger than em...kindda sick of it actually..but i just dont know how to be selfish enuf not to care...i wish i had a bf who's mature enuf..i dont hv to tell him what to do...but he tell me what to do..i wish i could hear the word "sabar ok dear, things will turn up good, trust me..i'm here to protect u" but i guess i dont deserve that no matter how much i want it..





p/s: i'm tired of clean up the mess they do...i have lots of cleaning up to do myself..

note : to la..tanye lagi...kan dah luah semuanya....hamik..hahaha!!

Emira Darmia said...

encik Muz :

oit..mana ada howt la...i GEMUK plus PENDEK la..if x..xda la i tanye kat emira's mumble tu mcm ne nak kurus..sbb doktor dah bising...perkataan hot tu dgn i jauh dia mcm dr sumatera ke malaysia tau...hahahaha

Ahmad Muzaffar =) said...

huhuhu...boleh ke i cakap NO COMMENT??cz bagi i, org gila pown x mengaku dia gila....hahaha

Emira Darmia said...

muz :

oklah..if u nk kata i hot..i terima dgn seyum lebar depan komputer ni okie...TERIMA KASIH ENCIK MUZ!! (bace dgn nada mcm upin ngan ipin ckp selamat pg cikgu tau!)

Ahmad Muzaffar =) said...

saya x layan upin ipin...lalalalal~~
anda mmg HOT la cik darmia... ^_^
sedang senyum lagi ke???? wow WOW

Emira Darmia said...

tidak..bru lepas mengamuk dan menangis...
kengkadang sy x paham..nape bila sy x kaco idup org..org sentiasa tidak puas hati dgn sy..

:(

sometimes life is better alone kan

Ahmad Muzaffar =) said...

sometimes....
but most of the time,kite perlukan someone utk care about kite,sayang kite,pujuk kite,dgr kite, etc....

juz nak u tawu,and i do think yg u pown dah tawu yg kite nie hidup macam roda...sekejap kite kat atas sekejap kite kat bawah..hari nie kite gelak sebab gembira...tapi esok tu kite menangis sebab sedeyh....hari nie kite menangis sebab kejayaan yg kite kecapi...tapi esoknye kite tergelak sebab memikirkan kebodohan kite yg membawa keruntuhan kite sendiri.....

Emira Darmia said...

i know that...just smalam emosi terganggu...



manusia diberikan kecantikan bukan utk membandingkan dirinya dgn org laen..bukan juga untuk mencaci org yg tidak dianugerahkan kelebihan itu...tp smlm ada sorang minah ni buat i marah sgt2...i geram la...at least i x secantik atau hot mcm dia pown i tahu nk respect org..hurm...tp xpe..dia xda apa yg i ada...someone who really love me...my ibu, my mama, my mami, my grandmother, my daddy n my family love me...sbb tu i x rosak mcm dia..biar x cantik jnji i x buatkan lelaki gilakan i untuk seks..n i x pernah g club dan minum mcm dia...perempuan sengal!!!


maaf...ini sisa baki marah semalam

Ahmad Muzaffar =) said...

ada lagi baki???/mahu luahkan lagi??? :)

Emira Darmia said...

hahahha...xda dah..dah cite kat mama dah...mama kata pmpn tu bodoh...hehehe

Ahmad Muzaffar =) said...

anak mama nie bodoh x??? :D

Emira Darmia said...

x ank mama ni bijak

Ahmad Muzaffar =) said...

lama nye org tu tak dtg nyinggah :) btw,ebntry latest u...GOSH!!!haha..so so so...paham paham la kan??? :P

Emira Darmia said...

tgh frust..everything dtg menimpa tetiba..i mean bukan i x redha..but if DIA nk uji i nape x bagi sikit2..nape sekali gus sampai mcm nie??? haih..but then DIA xkan bagi kalau i x cukup kuat kan?? heheh


ape maksud u paham, paham tu...seriously i x paham..